It's a little past five in the morning of the 6th of October 2012. I can't sleep... again... These past few weeks have been really tough on me emotionally. I feel lost... confused... I'm in this place and time again where I don't know where my life is going. I feel lost... again...
It's painful to part with a dream, what more when you have to let go of two... Some dreams aren't meant to come true. Sometimes it's not because you didn't try hard enough to make them real, but that they're just not meant to be...
I had to let go of two of my dreams tonight... It broke my heart and made my eyes leak. But, that's just how life is. You don't get everything. I've been blessed to have lived other people's dreams. I would be greedy if I wanted to have everything my heart desires. Although, that would have really made me very happy... So I think...
Life goes on for me... And, the sooner I accept my present reality the better I will be.
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