Sighs!!! I refuse to believe that our relatives are more important to my mom. I believe she didn't really want her words tonight to sound the way it sounded to me. I think she also felt bad at what her words implied. But still I felt hurt, Lord.
I'm not angry, though. I choose not to. I don't want to. I'd rather forgive and let it go than wallow on it. I also choose not to think about it anymore.
I don't know if it was right that I shared what happened to me and mama to my good friend, Tuks. However, it felt good that I had somebody I could talk to about it. It makes the healing faster. If I was wrong in doing that, Lord, I'm really sorry... Please forgive. No pun intended. I just wanna release my feelings.
Lord, I'm sorry if I have hurt mama with my words kanina. I was very sarcastic. I did not restrain my mouth. Please help me learn to do that, Lord. I pray I'll be able to restrain myself from saying and doing things that can hurt people's feelings, Lord. I also pray for more tolerance, patience, and love, Lord. I pray for healing to my wounded heart, Lord. Thank You, Jesus. This I pray in Your might name, Lord Jesus. Amen.
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